If Only

The story of the woman in Luke 8:43-48 is one that echoes through time, resonating with anyone who has ever felt unworthy, unseen, or cast aside. South African poet Alvin Fredericks captures this beautifully in his poem titled “If Only”, painting a picture of desperation, faith, and the transformative power of a single touch.

For twelve years, this woman bore the weight of rejection. Society labelled her unclean, an outcast to be avoided. The law kept her at a distance, and those around her reinforced her isolation. Her identity was wrapped in shame—until she encountered Jesus.

“If only.”

These two words carried both her despair and her hope. “If only” I could be seen. “If only” I could be healed. “If only” I could live again. And so, with trembling hands and determined faith, she reached out—not just for His garment, but for Him.

That moment changed everything.

Jesus, in the midst of a pressing crowd, felt her touch—not just physically but spiritually. He turned, He saw, He acknowledged. For the first time in years, she was not dismissed but dignified. “Daughter, your faith has made you well.”

How many of us live in the realm of “if only”? If only I was good enough. If only I hadn’t failed. If only my past wasn’t so broken. But this story—and the poem—reminds us that grace meets us beyond “if only.”

Like her, we can approach Jesus in our weakness, in our shame, and in our brokenness. And like her, we can encounter the kind of love that doesn’t just heal—but restores, redeems, and redefines.

So don’t let “if only” hold you back. Step forward. Reach out. His love is waiting. And when you touch Him, you’ll realise – He is already reaching for you!